Is there something wrong if i want to die today?

The violin played with a day melody,
melody which moves around the darkness,
between the fog
and runs next to the night breeze.

The reason to say goodbye,
time cannot wait,
this is the goodbye
and the story ends.


I don't want to cry ever again,
I have seen myself suffering enough,
so I will fly away from here to never come back
to let the silence guide me.

You can see into my eyes,
I am not guilty to be born in this place
I am not guilty of what I breathed
nor How I have lived.

I hate the day you left without me,
I did not turn my enemy when it left me

Was that what you wanted?
to leave me alone!?

Now I just want to hear
how lonely I am
to let me go
go away from here.

The continuous fall backwards
the melody takes me far away from here
I only can think about not coming back
I do not want to be here anymore
not alone
not without you,,
just take me where you are please.

The reason for this goodbye
and I hate the day when you said it...

..."there is nothing wrong if I die today,
there is nothing wrong if everything else dies today"..

I tried you to stay,
but I only saw you walk away
Now I walk alone
and the story continues
different than then rest
it continues without you
lost in the way
I am walking away from here.

Mariano Avilés Cisneros 28/12/2010

The darkness around you.

When the flames touch your skin
you will feel the pain when it invades your body
and it will be the worst of your days.

You''ll see in the distance the clouded sunlight
and a simple finger clogs your last hope,
it won't return
and it won't advance.

Yesterday you had a chance
but yesterday is over
and now you chose the wrong feeling
you chose pain inside your soul.

The doors are closed
there is no way you can get out
shadow of pain will be with you in the dark
and will cry the same as others wept.

It will be the only reason
you're the reason
of why this suffering is in you.

It releases all the bitterness that exists in this world
and follows you..

as the darkness gets around you.

Mariano Avilés Cisneros 17/12/2010